I'M · All · the · rage · in · Paris............................

I mean looking back at when my journal was first established to now. the myspace overhyped, crazy obssesion that once used to be live journal. i am sorry i neglected you, this is my apology, but i had to grow up just a little more. i tell you its been havoc since my last entry. i've been sucked into this fast paced lifestyle that really is'nt helping me. i mean everything may look good now, but i know that in the future i will fall apart. at leaST ME AND LINDSAY LOHAN WILL FALL APART TOGETHER. YES IT FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK........................LOVES It

Oh and i have a date on friday, yeah me!!!!

Still just as ridiculous as you were the first time you commented...Does it bring you some sort of sick pleasure making someone else feel bad about themselves?I know that not everyone may like Chris but no one ever asked you to like him or befriend him....As far as him not working? The last time i checked he had a job...Could I say the same for you? Is it as honorable of a job as you may think??? If you wanna take it as far as high school, does that mean you follow his life just as closely as he does? I don't even think Chris himself analyzes himself as much as you do....Seriously, Do something better with your time...Theres no difference between bad publicity or good publicity...the fact of the matter is,It won't matter how you look at him, He will always be talked about....good or bad. Thats more than I could say about you...hmmm, could it be because you can't admit to yourself and everyone else that may read this that you are completley and utterly infatuated with Chris....Bitch Please, You know you love HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I'M BACK

THATS RIGHT BITCHES, so lets hear it. That is seriously one of the funniest movies i have seen in a long time. IT'S also kind of sad the way the mother treats her daughter, almost to the end she shuts her out and its really sad.

I LUV THIS MOVIE

Current mood: ditzy
Current music: what you waitng for

Actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what really happened was
I JUST WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE THAT CAME OUT, TO THE PARTY. Yes the party was broken up but it was only based on the fact that this lady that rented the place out to me was not satisfied with the people that came out. It turns out that shes a really big homophobe and very bias and inconsiderate. But i am truly very sorry, but thank you to those of you that showed up to my 2nd party of the night. It was over at like 6:00 in the morning. I also got handcuffed because of the construction signs i borrowed from construction sites, I was charged with theft and lying to the police. but at least i still made it to sidewalk sale. oh and to that nasty comment about my mothers food, why did you eat it if you don't like me. And why did you fuckin come ,i don't think you were welcome plus i saw you leaving bitch. Oh and how is it that your the only one out of like fifty people who got runs, its not the chicken its your fucking disgusting ass that needs to go see a muthfucking doctor but enough of you, you and your comments are out.

p.s this week-end i'm actually going to suprise everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plus john paz is my new crush, actually just a little bit more than a crush. giggles hes fucking hot.

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From: chris_60_2000
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LOVES IT BEYONCE' MASTER PIECE
chris_60_2000
2005-02-21 12:15 (from 69.244.53.192) (link) Select
AIN'T THAT THE TRUTH BITCHES

(Anonymous)
2005-02-28 18:18 (from 70.56.121.57) (link) Select
Deleting comments are not going to stop the truth from coming out.
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And what let me guess "the truth will set me free"
chris_60_2000
2005-03-02 07:08 (from 64.12.116.65) (link) Select
oh my god, get a life.
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(Anonymous)
2005-03-02 08:07 (from 205.188.116.66) (link) Select
ps john paz is a nasty loser with fucked up teeth and faqqy eyebrows who goes to high school online you sure have high standards nigger
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Enough is really fucking enough
chris_60_2000
2005-03-02 18:51 (from 64.12.116.65) (link) Select
Actually hes pretty cute, smart, funny, very kind and warm person, plus it does'nt hurt that he has a fucking bomb ass body, and its called kidding around dumb ass. As i said before and continue to say again and again, get a fucking life. Plus i now screen your comments bitch i have had enough.
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so i guess if you downloaded paris hiltons voicemail which is now available on search engines every-where, you also get little jon's phone number!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s funny ha, not funny ha ha.

I JUST WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE THAT CAME OUT, TO THE PARTY. Yes the party was broken up but it was only based on the fact that this lady that rented the place out to me was not satisfied with the people that came out. It turns out that shes a really big homophobe and very bias and inconsiderate. But i am truly very sorry, but thank you to those of you that showed up to my 2nd party of the night. It was over at like 6:00 in the morning. I also got handcuffed because of the construction signs i borrowed from construction sites, I was charged with theft and lying to the police. but at least i still made it to sidewalk sale. oh and to that nasty comment about my mothers food, why did you eat it if you don't like me. And why did you fuckin come ,i don't think you were welcome plus i saw you leaving bitch. Oh and how is it that your the only one out of like fifty people who got runs, its not the chicken its your fucking disgusting ass that needs to go see a muthfucking doctor but enough of you, you and your comments are out.

p.s this week-end i'm actually going to suprise everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! plus john paz is my new crush, actually just a little bit more than a crush. giggles hes fucking hot.

TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT, LIGHTS, CAMREA, ACTION. EVERYONES INVITED TO COME. JUST LEAVE YOUR DRAMA AT THE DOOR. JUST KIDDING IT WOULD'NT BE A PARTY WITH OUT A LITTLE DRAMA RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND HAS ANYONE SEEN THE FINAL RESULTS OF LITTLE KIMS FACE:

C'mon people chill out. Relax i posted this invite because i know everyone did'nt get one. Its going to be a fun party. and yes there is a charge because there is an OPEN BAR and tons of hip-hop and pop music. Plus its over at 4:00 a.m. now tell me that your happy you don't have to search for a party after sidewalk sale is over, theres one right here. everyone please just calm down, come and enjoy yourselves. see you there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes i'm having a party. The hot, the young, the elite. And most important the in.

Place: the muse back entrance.

Time: 10:00 until 4:00 a.m.

5 dollars with invitation
7 dollars at the door

open bar. come and have fun

p.s the theme is(under construction) be original and creative not a copycat. see you there.

oh, oh , oh what you waiting, what you waiting for. i hate all you stupuid fucking hoes. actually i love everyone i'm in a hsppy place right now. umm nothing really to say except we doing it way big, i mean the boys and I.

Roll Call- Chris(Beyonce)
David(hit man)
nate(twink) don't talk shit, because you all want to fuck him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sebastion(cheerleader)
antoine(model, eva diva)
addison(accesory, fucking hott)
secret.

I'M OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO Believe it or not, I attended mikes party. I mean me and the boys had a fucking hard time getting through the door, but anyway we got in. Much love to noah me and the boys love you alot, your the best and you know why. Oh and can someone tell me why I'm getting blamed for fucking taking liquor from christi's party when i was indirectly involved, plus i thought we were all over that. well i bought her a fucking huge ass bottle of something so enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But anyways mike was being a real asshole as usual, everyone else was mellow. I was shockingly mellow, even though i had to order that one of the bedroom doors be open because bj was taking advantage of nate. I won't even get into it, but i just hate the way these fucking fagics act, i mean i'm loud, annoying (at times), loud, drunk (sometimes). And i guess i won't be like that forever so i need to live it up. I also was really proud of myself after months of pyshical abuse i am now officially seperated from my husband, mark there will always be a place in my heart for you. We made the divorce final at mikes party. just kidding mark. I also made ammends with alot of people that i thought i could never talk to again.

Quote of the night: "You hang out with shit, you start to smell like shit". Let me tell you this actually turns out to be very true.

SIDEWALK SALE IS OVER, YES I SAID IT. I MEAN ITS NOT LIKE I'M NEVER EVER GOING AGAIN BUT I THINK I NOW SEE WHAT ONLY FEW PEOPLE TALK ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!! LIFE AFTER SIDES. WELL I THINK ITS FUN TO GO WHEN YOU HAVE'NT SEEN YOUR FAVORITE FAGICS IN FOREVER, BUT I THINK THE WHOLE DOWNTOWN SCENE CAN REALLY BRING YOU UP AND MAKE YOUR NAME KNOWN BUT IT CAN ALSO DEGRADE YOU TO TRASH. I THINK ME AND THE BOYS WILL JUMP SHIP WHILE WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE. PLUS I START COLLEGE IN FALL AND THERE REALLY IS ALOT GOING FOR ME RIGHT NOW. I MEAN I WOULD'NT CHANGE THIS ENTIRE EXPERIENCE FOR ANYTHING BUT HOPEFULLY, WE'LL CONTINUE WITH OUR UPS AND DOWNS BUT PERHAPS I'LL BE MUCH MORE MATURE OR NOT. ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT UNTIL THEN THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH BEYONCE'S DEMANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Oscar nominations SUCK! SUCK SUCK SUCK! There is nothing worth seeing. I would sooner strangle myself than watch Leonardo DiCrappio in a three hour Martin Please-Stop-Trying Scorcese film, but will stumble through it to see Cate Blanchett. And don't get me started on Jamie Foxx. At all. I will see Ray because I can see it being worthwhile, but I will remain skeptical, and he may only win by default. When Clint Eastwood gets away with saying lines like "Girly, tough ain't enough" and walks away with a nom just because he's Clint Eastwood and he's cuter than Paul Giamatti and has more experience than Jim Carrey and...well there's no reason he should have beaten Liam Neeson. None.
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And come on, but Closer was the only somewhat compelling film this year, and it's shunned because it talks about *gasp* sex! Its strongest performance was left out because no one considers Julia Roberts talking about cum to be legitimate acting. Good work Clive Owen but as much as I try to see acting in Natalie Portman, I just don't. Her only seamless work was in Cold Mountain, and the Academy poo-pooed that too.
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However, I love the Supporting Actress Category. Good call recognizing Sophie Okonedo alongside some of my favorite actresses: Cate Blanchett, Laura Linney, and Virginia Madsen. That will be the only compelling race of the night. Thank you. I'm done.

I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.

I could write fucking qwifjighweut and i bet you would still have a fucking comment for that well you can KISS MY ASS BIATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!